Friday, December 08, 2006

Got drunk last night. First time that's happened in a while. Dammit. I'm pissed at myself. A few drink and dials, a couple drink and emails. Son... of... a... bitch. Fuck. I'm locking myself back in my house. Big TV, no excuse for this shit. Should just stay home. If you hate yourself, is that the opposite of masturbation? I hate myself, but I'll still J.O. I'm like a bad relationship wrapped up in one person.

Going back to bed, where it's safe. From me.

gooch:done

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

As opposed to self loathing someone else?